lunar phasesipt"> var ccm_cfg breakOut: September 2009

breakOut

Sometimes the feelings that come from deep in our souls need to be released and allowed to breathe. It's just that time for me. Since I turned 50 last July -- which didn't bother me a bit by the way -- I feel more free -- internally. I focus more on the fact that life is really my one chance to do things right -- or what I think is right for me. So this will be my forum. My opportunity to anonymously express my thoughts and feelings about life, love and my never ending pursuit of happiness.

Friday, September 04, 2009

The End. 9.4.09

Wow.. it's been three years since my last post. Just stopped in to put an ending to the TI story. Over the last three years TI and I became closer. He shared photos with me, family stories and we supported each other through the worst of times. TI passed away in April. An ugly disease that took his life in five short months. He took a piece of my heart, while leaving me a better person to have known him. I know he was my soul mate, and I believe that he felt it, too. So now I trust my faith that one day TI and I will meet again and be together for eternity. In the mean time, I cry almost every day for my lost love, but I search for my purpose here in this world as I know if I was left behind, there must be something here for me to accomplish. I find strength in TI's memory and support in his family who have embraced me and allowed me to grieve with them. Life goes on for the living... love is lost in the stars...

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